Preorder the deluxe first edition

A classic fairytale inspired embossed jacket, custom designed colored edges, illustrated endpapers, and a gold foil stamped case

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Coming soon

  • Bonus items for US-based readers with proof of preorder purchase

  • US book tour schedule

  • Indie bookstore partnership for signed copies

  • UK edition book in paperback and new cover

  • French edition book

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Frequently asked questions

For questions not specific to the book, refer to the general FAQs page here.

  • The English language edition is available through retailers throughout the world, and some websites listed above ship internationally.

    There will also be a UK and French edition in the future, but note that the UK will be in paperback with a different cover, and details for the French edition are yet to be revealed.

    To avoid international shipping costs, the book is also available as an ebook and audiobook in the links above.

  • There will be a UK and French edition to be announced in the future. Otherwise, additional translated versions are dependent on publishers acquiring the book. If you’d like to see the book near you, let your local bookstores and publishers know about reader interest and feel free to have them reach out to the PYR’s Rights Team at their email address.

  • Readers with a US-based address are eligible to receive bonus items by submitting their receipt (proof of preorder purchase) to a form that will be provided by Penguin Random House later in 2026. I will share the bonus items and form in my newsletter when they’re available.

  • Book influencers and media outlets may request an ARC from Penguin Teen. Giveaways will also be hosted periodically on Goodreads.

  • The book contains themes of depression and suicidal ideation, including on-page depictions of death and suicide. If these are sensitive topics for you, please take care of yourself first.

  • This book is a standalone.

  • So many ways! You can request my book at your local library, leave a review online, recommend to friends, and post about it on social media. 

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